Well, today, Monday, October 21, 2013, I found out I AM PREGNANT! I am in shock. I thought for sure the test would be negative. I really only took the test to prove to myself that it IS negative. I don't feel pregnant. I don't have pregnancy symptoms (though I'm tired - I attributed it to getting up in the middle of the night with a teething 11 month old!). The few things that made me know I was pregnant last time either didn't hit me at all this time, or came a week ago and went away since last Wednesday or Thursday. I'm grateful for the lack of cramps, but GEEZE was I surprised!! I even said out loud to myself when I saw the positive test, "No way... no. freaking. way."
I had laid the in-process test on the counter, planning to get in the shower and check the result when I got out, so as to ensure the test had at least 5 whole minutes to process.... but before I could even jump in the shower, I happened to glance down and see a FAINT second line. I thought I was seeing things. Come on! SERIOUSLY?! I could not believe it!
I made myself get in the shower and wait to look again until after I was out. The whole time in the shower I was thinking about when to tell Caleb, how to tell our families, how many weeks pregnant I'll be on vacation next year, etc. Every few minutes I'd remind myself that the test wasn't even done processing and it is PROBABLY going to be negative because I do NOT feel pregnant, so STOP MAKING PLANS.
Well... upon further review, and after PLENTY of processing minutes passed, it seems we have a positive test, folks!
YAY!!!! After that, I'm on to telling the hubby and baby!!! A million thoughts are going through my mind. So excited! And nervous! And excited! :)
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